TODAY ISH THE LAST DAY OF THE YEAR!!
2004 ish gonna to be over in a few mins time
gonna gonna miss my 2004 year..
so much things hab happened..
it wasnt a easy year..
adapting into a new klass..
i've luffed..i've cried..
and it's time to move on!
woohoo!
it wld not hab been a wonderful year if not fer my rawking frens..

new year coming..
everything gonna start anew..
wonder wad will dis new year be like?
homewok? tests and more tests?
-runs away- at the tot of dat..
cant help but jus dread skool!

wonder if everything will change fer the better..
wonder if more ppl will see light in their lives..
wonder if my wish will come true..

2005 resolutions:
->score well fer my o levels
->be a better person..a better sister..a better daughter
->learned to appreaciate wad i hab..
->me and him to be together forever..
->family and frens to be healthy
->get out of my bankrupt status
->Everyone to stay happy!
->better time and money mangement
->world peace!

but now all my wish jus seems so insignificant..
so not important..
compared to dose hu are still suffering either in the tsunami disaster or at somewhr in dis part of the world.
i jus cant stand myself fer not appreciating wad i hab..
God blessed to dose hu are affected in the tsunami disaster..
it had been raining so often recently..
wonder if god is crying and sympathsizes wif dose hu lost thier lives in tt disaster..
lifes is jus so unpredictable..so fragile..
hope 2005 will be another year where miracles still exist..

Ability is wad u are capable of doing...
motivation determins wad u do..
attitude determins how well u do..

-wondering-when will i be contented wif wad i hab..
-wondering-when will i appreciate wad i hab..
-wondering-when will god be fair?
-wondering-when will i stop being so silly...

cant believe i did dat today..
still cant get over it..

-wondering, wondering,wondering-
anyway, happy belated birthday to TIFFANY and happy birthday to QI!

MeRRy cHrIsTmas!!

dis week busy week arh,
went to my cousin's wedding lunch buffet last sunday at pan pacific hotel
the food sucks..
all so cold,
but at least i dun nid to share a table wif my relatives..
dun really like them..
hab nutting to say to them..
hate dis kind of chang mian lo..
all so hypocrite...

monday went out wif my mum and sis to bugis..
din get to buy wad i wanted
cos dere no stock le..
everytime liddat de..
got stock den no money..
got money den no stock..

tues went out wif qi..
den at yishun mrt station saw cally dere oso..
she's gg orchard wif sherry as well..
so we went dere together..
but after dat, me and qi went far east
she wanted to buy a belt..
den cally and sherry went to wisma..
we met up agn ar centre pt..
went shop shop at heeren..
took neos..
went home early..

thurs..went back sch fer guides
was okie..
did cca open hse stuff..
den tt day oso sec 1 registration day..
got one gal so chio!
-lols-
went to shop at noprthpt wif my mum and sis..
did some last min christmas gifts shopping..
bought my contacts...
$320 fer 14 pairs!!
-0mg-my $320 jus flew away..
did the eye consultation..
my degree remain the same..heng-lols-
but my right eye became weaker le..

ytd was christmas eve..
went fer tuition in the morning..
it was nice, fer once..
cos i was released early..
went iceskating after dat
it was nice..as usual=)
saw jun kiat..
went home change..
den went to the pasir ris..
yep, though we din really go bbq in the end..
was jus sitting at the stone near the beach..
the sea is really nice at night..
it was so happening dere..
so crowded..everywhere oso got tents
happening..happening..
-lols-
den got dis boy hu was really nice to give us his lightstick..

decided to change place..cos getting cold..
so we jus walked walked ard..
called my mum to asked if i could stay overnight..
and she allowed!!
my mummy rawks!
dun really wan to go home
cos if im going home, he hab to sent me home and come back agn..
sounds so stupid..>.<
den scared later he missed the bus bus or smth liddat..
sat on the bench fer so lonng..
fer like 5 hrs liddat..
it was so cold..
thanks fer ur shirt..!
save my life!!-lols-
dun noe pasir ris was so cold de..
hab to walked ard occasionally..
crazy him halfway go do pumping..
but very cold mahs, mus exercise abit..haha
den the kids dere oso so happening de..
was playing throughtout the night..

change bench agn..
choose one not so near the sea..
was still cold..
den so change to hut..
wasnt better either..
but i was too tired to bother..
so jus sat down and sleep..finally at 3 plus.
silly him go help me block the wind..
it helps alot..really..thks thks..

ard 4.30a.m, change hut agn..
cos dere too cold, den too bright..
managed to sleep dere finally..
but soo many mosquitoes..
now all my hands and legs dou got mosquotoes nites le lahs..
woken up by jia wei's call at 6.38am..
den pack up..jiu left fer home le..
was the best christmas ever!
thanks=)

went town ytd wif my sis and cousin..
too bad peiqi cant go..
Miss her soo much...
she got to go to her vball chalet @ changi..
so kewl!

so yar, stop at bishan n mit yuyan..pass her the key and cloth..
she rawks..she makes my life so much more easier..
help me so much in guides!!=)

after dat, went far east..
it rained when we reached dere..
so lazy us was juz running in the rain..
dun really care..
it was jus rain.lolx.

jus walking ard wif them..
was looking at the clothes..
so nice lo..
but too bad, me broke le...
so only window shopping n try on dose nice clothes fer fun..
in the end i jus bought a earrings...
my sis bought a shirt bah..
it's nice..hmm..me gonna kapo it...lalala..
-wonders-
if she agreed to lend me...lolx...
she bought it frm 77 street and we made the 77street card..
12 bucks..!
but got the far east level one discount card..not bad lahs..

i like the oxygen shirt!!
gonna buy it..
-sighz-
been dere 3 times recently during dese 2 weeks..
den everytime go dere confirm will go see tt shirt de..
wonder when money will drop frm the sky..
im still waiting..lolx..

walked to heeren..saw sharon ou and chen tai ming..
he;s very friendly..
cos dey were having a break..
den he juz walked into the crowd and said..shopping arh..
and chatted wif some aunties behind us..
saw some nice clothes dere as well..
went to take neos...
nice nice!
soo long neber take wif my cousin le.
i like tt machine..but like alot of places dun hab le lehs..
previously j8 got de..
den today i went dun hab liao..
den walked at wisma dere..
jiu go home le...

it's always nice to walk ard orchard..
even if it's in the morning..
u get to see all kinds of people dere..
and guys tt are yar, different..
i guess my sis will noe wad im toking abt bah..
haha..

today got tuition in the morning
den rushed down to sch after tt to do my gateway banner..
managed to sort of finished it..
unless next time we juz enhanced it..
left sch ard 1 plus..
so went to j8..
took neps wif yuyan, weiching, n zhiyan
new combin lehs..
we took a new machines..
damn cool..but 10 bucks..
u hab to insert the money first den the cloth at the entrance will auto lift up
den can go in..
aiya, jus very xian jing...

Today was okie i guess..
at least i went out..lols.
went to jas's hse to celebrate her birthday..
yar, belated birthday...
so yar. me+Qi+Cal and Sherry met at the yishun bus stop in the morning..
den qi was a bit late..so we sat down..
sherry put jas's birthday on the seat beside her at the bus stop..
den when qi came, the bus came oso, so we ran to catch the bus..
den the prezzie was forgotton!
we jus board the bus...and yar, left the prezzie at the bus stop!
we din realised it until the bus reach the final stop at sengkang.
den cal and sherry went back all the way to yishun and
of cos it's isnt dere anymore..
i mean, the prezzie is so nice..billabong waistpouch..
hu wldnt take it if dey saw it left at the bus stop w/o its owner..
-sighz-

so me, and qi went to compasspt de jack place and ordered a cake..
wanted another cake initally..
n we ordered first!!
but den the fone dere rang...
and tt person said he/she wanted to order the same cake as us..
and the salesgal ended giving the cake to tt person
not fair!!
we came here first..ordered first...and we were dere personally to order!
but well, we can get another cake..so bought choco moose..
okie lahs..but VERY sweet!

so reached jas hse
shan was already dere..
saw the 1000 cranes she did fer jas!
was soo nice..lols
at first was jus watching shan surfing the net..
read mag..den see see jas' neoprints..
after tt sherry and cally arrived..
toked abit abt the lost prezzie..
but wad to do..dou lost le..
den jas ordered our lunch frm pizza hut..
delievered to her hse...
ate quite alot..we were so quiet lo..even her sis was saying tt...
so unlike of us..

after tt, still went on to surfing the net..
den me after tt went to think of camp games fer jas sis..
was cracking my brain fer tt..lols..
den sherry and cal went to fetch tiff
shun bain collect the cake..
after tt, sang birthday song..ate the cake..
den watched w/o the paddle..
den only after a few mins we jiu lost interest le..
so changed to blade 2..
vampires show bah..
me not interested..
neber believe in them either..
all of them was like so scared...lols...
den me jus read mag agn..
think her whole hse de recent mag wo dou read le..

left her hse ard 5.20..
cos hab to mit jillian to get the guides shed key..
den my mum was calling me to ask me get home early..
so sorry arh, hai dao u all neber finished the show jiu pei wo go le..
thanks!=)
went j8..mit jillian..she is nice!
didi rox! becos of me she went to j8!
-lols-
after tt, tiff, qi sherry and cal went to walk walk at j8 and i hab to go home..

i was practically running home..
den forget to buy tml breakfast fer my dad..
-gulity-

i was like attitud-ing my mum juz now..
cos my sis jus reached home n she din get scolded..
den she today 4.45p.m jiu ask me go home..
so unfair lo..my sis always can to go out till so late..
den me lehs..
she dun even nid to call back home to tell us she's coming home late..
den i hab to report my whereabouts..
her standard time is 11p.m
n mine is like 7p.m?
when can the world become more fair?
but i cant say it's unfair lahs..
cos life is more unfair to my mum lo..
i kept telling myself not to attitude her le..
but well, i guess i nid more time...

oh yar, jus recieved a christmas card frm one fo my brownies!!
she is so sweet!!
told u all le..i got rawking brownies!!
-cheeries-

-whee-
My mum's back frm work le..
yar, she jus found a job..starting work today..
resuming her working life..
resuming my freedom life...
-lols-
now, she's telling us wad she did dere..
glad tt she can accept the job...
was really scared tt she cum home complained dis complained tt..
but -phew-
no such thing..
she's working everyday dis week..except sunday
cos we attending my cousin's wedding
-yipee-

sometimes i think i shldnt be so selfish..
she's making so much scarifices fer me..
and i dunch noe we are really having $$ probbie...
guess i shld think twice before i buy anything..
instead of buying wadever i like
like nobody business.
i shld be grateful to everything i hab..
the food, the computer, the clothes..
the love they shower to me..
suddenly, i feel tt i really hab to study hard..
fer them..fer myself.
dun disappoint them bah..
next yr important yr..
i cant jus let her work so hard,
all becos to earn my tuition fees..
and try their best to buy wadever i wan..
den all i got fer her in return is my sucking results.

i think my whole family is having mixed feelings abt her working or not..
it has been like 3 months or so, since she has a job.
it's not easy fer her to find one at her age..
i cant bear to see her working so hard..
good thing tt she's working ish tt i got more freedom, and pocket money...
bad thing is tt she has to work so hard, den we cant hab dinner together..
den sometimes she's the one to pei me when im alone at home...
but i guess, we really nids the money bah..
aiya, today only her first day..mus let her work longer..den see how.

went fer a jog wif my dad and sis..
so loonng neber run le..
my heart haben been beating tt fast fer so long..
haben been sweating like dis fer at least 1 month.
kinda of feel good after everything...
-hmms-
really a good way of spending my evening..
actually the park quite happening today lehs..
-wonders-
it's not a weekend lo..
but anyway, it's good to breathe the evening air..
den can see ppl playing soccer, basketball..cool
den the grandparents strolling..
the kids playing playgrd and badminton..

-ohmygawd-
my sis P.E teacher died
in a car crash
at new zealand
going fer honeymoon!!
he and his wife jus got married..and both of them died..
plus the truck driver..
he is only 31 and she is 27..
so young and yet life is so cruel..
dey rented a car dere and becos of some stone, their car lost control..
nobody has expected it..
life's so unpredicatble..
dey died in another country...
hu wld expect dis to happen at honeymoon..
so yar, we shld do wad we wan to do now..
dun wait cos life's too short fer u to wait..

P.S. sorry wor, i suddenly change the date to tml..Sorry!

First thing first..
Happy Birthday Jas!!
one yr older le..
same age as me..
-like finally-
lols..

Finally revise on permutation..
permutation is fun
-whee-
lols..
but had to think so long de solve one probbie..
people slow mahs..hab to think longer..
but the sense of satisfaction was great when i finished!
yay!!

tml dun hab freeze outing le..
jas hab to go malaysia..
n i hab cancelled my plans wif shiping becos of tt..
den now, too late to ask her go out le..
haiz..nvm lar.
mabbe jus not fated to go dere..
recently it rains the whole day anyway..

jus now typed dis entry until halfway den my keyboard got probbie.
cant type any letter out..
den i changed the battery..
still cannot make it..
so restart my com..den still cannot..
yar, so when u toked to me in msn, i din reply..
sorry cos i cant use my keyboard..

now me using my old keyboard..
den u offline le..
guess we arent fated to tok to each other tonight..
lols..

came here to blog cos cal asked me to..
nothing better to do oso..
so sian..
aiyah, actually i shldnt be saying sian bah..
my mum recently was kind enuff to let me go out..
yay!mama rawks..lols..

went lot one on wed
got alot of shops change le..
got billabong shop, more den words, neoprint shop!
er, cant remember le.
so loonnng neber go dere le..
lost one earring...-wahaha-
but bought 5 pairs in return...lols..
but gave my sis one=)

went junction 8 today...
lots of new shops open le..
cos dunnoe when i saw on tebee..
den the news at 6.30p.m got mention smth abt junction 8 becoming more 'young' le..
got lots of shops suitable fer teenagers..
den abit like orchard
so today went dere see see..
so yep, got 77th street...ice lemon tee become bigger..
converse shop change place(i think)
got new world order..etc etc..
den dose trolley stalls(is dat wad u call them?) sell nice nice stuff too..
got alot of christmas prezzie...
gonna do my christmas gift shopping soon..
-whee-

ytd got the singapore idol finals..
sly lost le..
but nvm lahs..he's still the best...lalala
taufik represent simgapore oso not bad lahs..
his singing really nice..

tml going back tuition..
resuming my tuition life..
-ewewew-
tuition sucks!

to qi: y mus do reality check..dun check le lahs..always check until very sad de.. reality sucks...y go check smth tt u noe will only make u cry?i always feel better always a fantasy check. lols..smile hor...stay cheeries!=) mUs smile after reading dis hor.